I'd forgotten since when I'd let go of him. It is still clear in mind how I know him, how we had great time together. We have had lots of fun together lots of happy time, we are always laughing, always joking around, always teasing each other. We became friends mainly because of our parents.Our parents had known each other for quite some time before I met him. I know him since 7 years old. The day after my school's sports day. That night I told my mom I'd won a gold medal for 1 of the event but she doesn't believe me, not long later a lady came in to our shop and chat with my mom about her son's school sports day and coincidentally he is in the same school as I am. Of course my mom told her about my gold medal, that lady ask me what colour is my medal and I answered gold, only that time my mom believes me. That lady introduce his son to me. From that day onwards we became good friends but bizarrely we had never bump into each other in school. We played together everyday after school at night but not a single time in school. Finally in standard 6 which is 12 years old we're in the same class sitting not far away but same row. The group in the same row became good friends. We have our own chat book where we chat in class, and ironically one of our member is the monitor of the class. We have cool time chatting like that but the teachers found out. One day a female teacher came in our class as replacement teacher, as usual we chat like nobody's business, suddenly she walk to us and ask what are we writing in the book. Of course we said nothing but she took it away from us then the next thing I know we're in the teacher's office explaining what we wrote. There is whatever you need to know inside and lots of foul languages too! Fortunately, they didn't call our parents and we're so glad. This is just part of our bad behaviour trust me there are more! This gang of friends often says both me and him like each other but certainly at that time we're just friend.
In form 1, once more we're in the same class. Both of us are still good friends, we go everywhere together but for sure not to the toilet. Eat, play, school, tuition, study, movie, shopping, camp, chat and sometimes even goes home together I mean his father fetches me home. Still we have the same gang of friends and they are also still saying that we like each other so we're the rumored couple all the time. To be frank, I can feel that he treats me well all the time, I didn't realize I'd a crush on him. If I will have to plan a trip, for sure he will be the first person that I will think of. I started chatting with him a little more than before using MSN or SMS. In school we're always together. During recess we share food and drinks doesn't matter if either of us is having flu or cough. Our friendship is getting closer and closer.
Again we're in the same class in form 2, as usual we use all our time together and still a rumored couple. In this year he is already starting to have his own fans. A girl came forward to him telling that she likes him asking to couple with him. He is a shy guy I can still clearly remember his shy face today. Me and one of our friend surrounding him asking how he feel but he say he doesn't like her so he rejected the girl. We have great fun in form 2, and finally I realize I like him but I didn't have the courage to tell him the truth. I miss him day and night and if he is absent I will feel bored and wanted to go home. I feel empty without him in school with me. I feel happy with him even when we both don't talk.
Unfortunately, we're separated in form 3. This is also the year where we build our gap and also the year I finally told him how I felt. Actually we have a chance to start but when I saw him the next day he looks like he's force by me so I gave up. He gave me a small present not long later. There's a message inside saying "Friends Forever". Only then I realize I love him even more. Very soon he has a girlfriend. I calculated how many days they had been together from the day they started. It's 3 months. Neither more nor less.
I remembered I had once ask him did he ever like me before. He said yes. I was very angry I ask him why didn't he tell me. He said because he's afraid of loosing a friend. Our gap is getting bigger and bigger as time goes by. Although we have a big gap but I'd never forgotten him I still love him even after form 5 I still love him. I try to chat with him but the chatting will not last long, after 2-3 messages we will stop. I felt like as if he doesn't want to chat with me anymore, even if we bump into each on the street we will only say hi and nothing else. He's able to make me sad and at the same time make me happy.
I took a long time to forget him, every time I thought I don't like him anymore but when I saw him with other girls I'll be sad. I'm very pleased that I'd finally take him as past tense. I really hope we could be friends forever.
In form 1, once more we're in the same class. Both of us are still good friends, we go everywhere together but for sure not to the toilet. Eat, play, school, tuition, study, movie, shopping, camp, chat and sometimes even goes home together I mean his father fetches me home. Still we have the same gang of friends and they are also still saying that we like each other so we're the rumored couple all the time. To be frank, I can feel that he treats me well all the time, I didn't realize I'd a crush on him. If I will have to plan a trip, for sure he will be the first person that I will think of. I started chatting with him a little more than before using MSN or SMS. In school we're always together. During recess we share food and drinks doesn't matter if either of us is having flu or cough. Our friendship is getting closer and closer.
Again we're in the same class in form 2, as usual we use all our time together and still a rumored couple. In this year he is already starting to have his own fans. A girl came forward to him telling that she likes him asking to couple with him. He is a shy guy I can still clearly remember his shy face today. Me and one of our friend surrounding him asking how he feel but he say he doesn't like her so he rejected the girl. We have great fun in form 2, and finally I realize I like him but I didn't have the courage to tell him the truth. I miss him day and night and if he is absent I will feel bored and wanted to go home. I feel empty without him in school with me. I feel happy with him even when we both don't talk.
Unfortunately, we're separated in form 3. This is also the year where we build our gap and also the year I finally told him how I felt. Actually we have a chance to start but when I saw him the next day he looks like he's force by me so I gave up. He gave me a small present not long later. There's a message inside saying "Friends Forever". Only then I realize I love him even more. Very soon he has a girlfriend. I calculated how many days they had been together from the day they started. It's 3 months. Neither more nor less.
I remembered I had once ask him did he ever like me before. He said yes. I was very angry I ask him why didn't he tell me. He said because he's afraid of loosing a friend. Our gap is getting bigger and bigger as time goes by. Although we have a big gap but I'd never forgotten him I still love him even after form 5 I still love him. I try to chat with him but the chatting will not last long, after 2-3 messages we will stop. I felt like as if he doesn't want to chat with me anymore, even if we bump into each on the street we will only say hi and nothing else. He's able to make me sad and at the same time make me happy.
I took a long time to forget him, every time I thought I don't like him anymore but when I saw him with other girls I'll be sad. I'm very pleased that I'd finally take him as past tense. I really hope we could be friends forever.
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