A hopeless person

My brother is diagnosed with eye infection today so he's going on MC for the next 3 days. My sister just recovered from it and now it's my brother's turn. Sigh~~

I never wanna tell anyone about this, it's my family problem it's my personal matter. I was once from a family without financial problem. My dad has his own shop although it's illegal business but at least he has got a job. He is renting out video tapes illegally and my mom is there to help him. At my age of 8 (or somewhere around there), polices came to my house to seize all his video tapes. From that day onwards he has no choice but to apply for bankruptcy. There are even court cases of his debts which I'm not sure about and have no interest to care. I know it's him that have cause all this shit. He's such an idiot, never for once got my respect.

Financial has became a main problem in my family. My mom have to learn how to spend and save and of course she did it very well. My brother have to pay for his own studies in primary, secondary and college. I didn't escape from paying for my own too. What do my dad work as after his bankruptcy? I don't know, I never knew. Even for today I don't know. I only see my mom working for money I have no idea at all how and where he got money from.

I still have lots more to say but it's all complaints. It's not good to complaint about my dad here so I decided to stop it now. In conclusion. I dislike him.