Why do I have to be here?

Got a call today, an embarrassing call. Felt like burying my head under the ground. My dad requested money from my neighbor. This neighbor was once my mom's good friend, we were very close. Today he called, started our conversation hesitantly, warning me not to let my dad know about our conversation. He asked if we are facing any problem in our family cause' my dad is borrowing money from him. He said it's okay if he's using it for our family but if he's using it to somewhere else then it wouldn't be nice. I told him I don't know what he is up to. Usually he will ask from me but I guess because I wasn't working for the past two months therefore he didn't request from me. My neighbor asked if he will return his money, I didn't say he did not return mine in fact I told him dad will slowly pay him back if he's willing to borrow. I have this rage in my heart where I don't know how to let go.

I'm starting work soon, I have a feeling he's gonna ask money from me soon enough before I could even get ready.

This man is forever asking for money, I know he took a large amount from my grandma. He shouldn't take grandma's money. I hate him!