Recently I wasn't happy, my self esteem is kinda affected. I'm financially screwed and have almost no cash flow at all. A new semester has just begun, I gotta pay another 970 AUD. On top of this, I gotta pay to renew passport for company trip, this was one of the reason I rejected company's invitation initially but boss seems to be asking why repeatedly so I accepted in the end. There is one person who I hang out with quite often although I find him bored, he found out my financial is quite tight so wherever we go he would pay. I tried paying him back but he refused to accept. Yesterday, while I was travelling back from class, he text asking for dinner. I didn't feel like going home yet so I went with him. As usual, he would talk non stop about his personal problems where he didn't realise I can repeat after him word by word (I swear he repeats the same shit every time we meet). Then the unhappy thing happened, I've forgotten where did he started I only remembered he mentioned I will definitely have dinner with him because he pays everything. I felt so fucked up.
My colleagues as well are somehow teasing me for using an old school phone. They complained that I need to be reached by SMS and who on earth still uses SMS and they need to pay replying so choose not to reply. Well, at least one of them who said so apologises.
Yes, I'm poor but definitely not meant for anybody to insult.
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