Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Breaking up with a best friend

We've been quarreling and arguing about the same old problem again and again, or maybe I should say I'm bringing it up repeatedly. Avoiding my questions and anger was what she has been doing. The more she kept quiet the more I asked and eventually it blew off with sour feelings.

Today, I started a normal conversation with her and as usual (recent usual), her replies was as cold as ice. After a few more silly questions, I started my serious ones. It was this time she chose to reply in good manner. We had a short and serious Q&A. We did not quarrel, and I believe we shared a real and precious friendship just at this moment it is by all goodwill to separate and walk our different path. It was heartbreaking but surprisingly I felt better. Answer was what I longed for and I finally got it, I shall wish for nothing else! I guess I've finally learned to let go (hopefully). Perhaps I can now move forward to start a new stage in life, may not be doing it greatly but I will try.

I cherished every moment I spent with her, together we walked through my toughest time. She shared her care and love when I needed it the most. If I have a chance to choose again I will still go for this lovely sister. I did not regret having her in part of my life as she made me a better person. She'll remain as BFF in my heart and stay there always ❤





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