The need to shift again.. How this has not been an "unfamiliar" phrase anymore. The fact that we gotta move from one place to another in every few years time. I don't remember how long we've stayed in this house. I have so much to say but no one to say to. I've no place to even complain. How long more do I need to stay strong by myself? To earn and support myself and an unnecessary "burden" which carries the similar DNA as me but was undoubtedly not my responsibility. I am tired, very tired.
I have friends, of course I do but I need one who will listen and support me positively. One that says "keep it up darling, you can do it..^^" when I'm down. It's the attitude that makes me feel warm. Especially when everyone else around you only have interest towards themselves even your closest family.
I know this person was once here but not anymore, I've lost her. I don't know why but yeah, I've lost her...
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