Stressed!

The past few days or weeks I felt very moody and stressed! Perhaps it was due to the accumulation of irritation I get at work plus menstrual, together it makes me burst. I was really fed up and every time I have this feeling the first thing in mind is resign. I felt really down and upset. Addition to this, I spent way too much during these few months. Salary flowing out more than what I get every month. It's worrying me but I'm trying my very best to tell myself not to worry but deep down I'm kinda scared. The money spent are 60% not on myself but other stuff. A big chunk of it was because of some spending for the company where my claim came to me late, so I gotta swallow the bank interest for my card because I can't afford to clear the outstanding and on top of that I need to continue paying my sis's tuition fee. There's goes, the ball kept rolling. Part of it was some investment I decided to do, I prayed deeply the seed planted will harvest satisfying result cause that's all I have 

My boss's family and I joined name to buy a unit in Pavilion 2. A 700 over thousand unit, getting the loan with my name but I doubt with my kind of salary my loan will be approved. I liked the condo very much! It's like dream come true kinda house but yet too good to be true I gotta be realistic. For now, maybe just pray the loan goes through. Mom, will you be with me?