A downslope

Would you feel upset or low self esteem when people beside talks about the fancy things they've just bought or tell the stories of their travelling experiences? Or maybe some of your friends just own something you wish to own badly but you're financially restricted? These shits are really killing you isn't it?

I guess people who earn every penny from scratch on their own without parent's support at all could most likely come out with an encyclopedia on how it feels. Most of the people doesn't born with a silver spoon in their mouth, we have to earn for everything we own and battle with daily lives in order to survive. Yes, the feeling is awful but god left us no option in terms of choosing rich parents. It's okay to be in the downslope right now, as long as you don't give up we'll get to the top eventually. Just don't allow yourself to be in this downslope for too long then you'll be fine slowly. And for god's sake don't ever jealous of your friends! It's definitely okay!

Try thinking from another angle, people in their mid-thirties or forties are enjoying lives taking long holiday for vacations.What do you think they have went through before they reach this stage of live?

My advice is to set a goal and work for it! I'll be better!