I'll be attending my last MBA class today. At the same time I'm waiting for her to call. Last week she said to postpone our date because she had plans with her family. Does she remember our date? Will she call?
1358 hour
If she wants to contact me I guess it would have happened in the morning.
1430 hour
Reached college to found out the last class was yesterday. Well, it's my bad. I'll head to Pavilion then. Still waiting for her...
I have the urge to text her but why is it always me taking the initiative? I held back.
1454 hour
Reached KLCC, I kept checking my phone. Saw her posted few pictures on Facebook. What is it so hard to give me a text?
1523 hour
Reached Pavillion, on Friday I tagged her in a post to tell her my feeling towards our friendship, she reacted sarcastically. I was just telling her my feeling she don't have to do that to me. It hurts.
1606 hour
Stopped by at Coffee Stain at Fahrenheit 88. At this hour I can almost confirm she wouldn't text. Ordered cafe latte and a piece of classic cheese cake. It was good, costs me RM 24.65 including tax.
1632 hour
I posted on Facebook "Ends up another broken promise?" She replied, "Yes"
1656 hour
Walking aimlessly in H&M, feels like bursting into tears. What did I do wrong?
1800 hour
I decided to ask why... I was scared.. Finally sent the message out at 1808. What am I expecting? I'm really a weak girl who needs care, don't be mean to me please.
2053 hour
Despite how much I want to fix our problem, I just don't get to move forward. I tolerate with her but who would tolerate with my feeling?
2110 hour
She did not reply my last text. What is wrong? I don't understand. Avoid does not solve anything.
2119 hour
She said earlier she don't feel comfort. I don't know what that means but I don't think she'll answer even if I ask.
At this moment I feel very upset and lost. Am I wrong? What should I do?
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