14 October 2013

1306 hour

I told her this morning to tell me what's going on after she feels better. I don't know what's in her mind. I wouldn't know if she kept on keeping quiet. 

1533 hour

My brain is so blank not in the mood to work at all.

1835 hour

Suddenly I have a feeling she will never reply.

2044 hour

Honestly, she would have feel excellent if I would stop disturbing. She always said she's not a texting person, now I guess she's enjoying the time without me texting.

Don't have to think of any birthday present for her anymore, I guess she don't want any present from me anyway.

2141 hour

I can't clearly describe my mood. I kept thinking repeatedly, we understand each other well enough. I don't believe she would be so mean. I've been thinking a lot of negative things about her but my understanding of her is telling me she's not like that. I'm sure she understand my feeling too.

2337 hour

Saw her online.. Wonder who is she chatting with.

The reason I don't use whatsapp with her was because I don't want to know her time stamp. I don't want to stalk her.

2349 hour

If we met last week all this wouldn't happen. Why?

0007 hour

She's still chatting. She seldom chat with me till late nowadays, she always say she's busy I always gotta let go.

0020 hour

I actually planned to ask her for breakfast on the day we ran Standard Chartered Marathon but before I could open my mouth she said she have to rush to badminton with her colleagues after the run so we didn't meet. Later when I asked her again she said there was no badminton, she made a mistake.

It was always like this, either by human or nature we always slipped the chance of meeting.

Will she stop talking to me from now on?